This Is Cause I Couldn't Say It On Jolley's Blog. . .

(also in answer to Su's question to the rating of this blog)

Danielle what in the fuck does "mosquitos and bean curd" have to do with anything???? Damn Cueball. ok so i have totally created a monster. my dad has a very short attention span with things in general so for him to go out of his way to Show his mom (my 60 some odd year old grandmother) stupid videos is an amazing feat. not only that but the two of them were back there watching it for like and hour. holy crap.


and my little sister is addicted to info-mercials

Summer has Brought Me the Past Again

i have a list of people who i have slowly and painfully lost for reasons i can;t explain . it seems so familiar i am losing another one. . .but what is the opposite of losing?? in this case it's keeping i guess. there are some things that i don't like to change. . . and when they do i don't take it well. . . i'm finding this summer that i am the same from high school. . .but that is a good. thing why change who i am if that is what makes me happy. i found who i was while i was younger and found no reason to change. i feel i went a little farther in identifying myself in high school than many of my friends did. . . and i'm ok with that in fact i like it. and if i just made this up to make my self feel better . . . .i'm ok with that too because i am happy and that's all i really want in life.

STUPID BOYS DAMN IT!!!

ok so the hot skater guy from Ace has this girfriend right . . . but oh what do you know she has moved away to college. his exact words " then I'll be free" oh yeah. . ..
ok so there are two things i don't want to admit but whatever. . there is this guy at work that i have always though of as really cool and we have fun together at work and all. i could totally see myself being way into him but he is married so it was an automatic default to not but then the stupid boy has to open his dumb boy mouth and say the following " you know i wish i would of met you way before. we could of just hung out and stuff" so like yeah it's not like i'm falling for him in any way but it still makes me wonder what would of happened if we met way earlier so there
then tday there was this guy that comes in and he used to work with me and all and we became friends through work and stayed friends after he left the store. so he is builing this thing for his new job and he came in to get things to put it all together. anyway yes i was totally in love with him back in the day. anyway he smelled so damn good. and it was odd because it wasn't because he was wearing a colone or anything in fact he's a smoker but it was something abt the way he smelled that reminded me of always hanging out with him and it just totally turned me on. i just wanted to jump him. . . damn it ok so there are three things i don't want to admit to and the third is that on of my friends has a shoulder tattoo of japanese characters and i was looking at it like three weeks ago and all i can think of everyt ime i remember the tatto is how much i wanted to lick it. . . bottom line - i'm really starved for affection but pizza and moutain dew fixes all right???

yep . . . Lazy

ok so i am at home loafing infront of my computer and didn't want to get up but i was hungry. so i grabbed my cell phone and called my own house to ask my mom to make me food cause i was hungry. yeah the funny part is my mom kinda scolded me but still said bye as she hung up. i hope she really is making food for me and didn't say ok just to shut me up. . .

What the Crap Man??

what am i going to do with another fricking blog?? like i don't neglect the other one enough i now have this one to forget abt too. whatever typical Car Car right??
so my sister insisted on my mother watching all of the teen girl squad clips. it was long and painful. the little rat is also singing Bowling for Soup so i guess it's all good then.

i spilt salt in my mom's baking and this is what she said to me " hire the handicapped it's fun to watch them work" yeah thanks mom. . . .
oh wel llife goes on.