96.08 . . . . .

this is how many miles are between me and most of my friends that are still at school. not even a 100 miles and i feel so far from everyone *sigh* oh well that's what jet engines are for. interesting how i can get so percise a measurement huh?? well you just got to be good like that i guess. . . . alright alright i only know cause faye had this zip distance calculator thig on her blog and i conveniently saved it in my " crap i waste time on" file. it really does exist. i totally have a file of almost totally usless links i play on. ask jolley she made fun of me for it.


so i know i complain alot abt everything but my little sis took that picture and after all the crap and whining i reall do live in fricking paradise. this is in my front yard. . . .(just pretend you don't see the phone lines)

there was a fricking bird in the damn house

ok so kim all comes over and we are perfectly loafing in the living room when all of a sudden my sister starts screaming bloody murder abt this frickign bird that is perched on the curtain rod next to the tv. . . . . . alright alright so it wasn't a bird exactly. it was a roach that was the size of a fricking bird. so after not finding bug spray in the whole damn house my sister finds it in the bathroom so now that i feel stupid i go after the animal like thing with the spray and a fly swatter . . . . . . may i remind you that here in Hawaii roaches fricking fly. . .. . . . . . ok so the first blast of bug death in a can only pisses the thing off and it flys for it's life on to my face. . . . not really but i did beat it till dead after which Kim beat it till mutilated. . . . . so ends the evening

the games have begun. . .

ok so our first order of bussiness was to sharpie up the dog paint her claws pruple and then wrap her in tin foil as indicated by previous photos.



on a much more serious note have you ever wanted to die?? like not want to kill your self and not like " holy crap i didn't get a good grade in that class. i think i'm going to die." but like just want to go on to something else?? idk sounds like a drastic change of pace huh???

The Rents have left. . .

so like i have the house to my self seeing as my parents have left the island and gone to Kona for the week and i don't have to work for the rest of the week too. . . the catch is that my 9 year old little sister comes with all this time off and all so yeah there shall be weeping and wailing and nashing of teeth in the House Of Insanity. so far we have re routed the internet line so i can loaf on the squishy couch and surf the net and we started a puzzle. as entertainment for the rest of the evening i think we will sharpen all the pencils in the house (yeah real good fill the house with sharp objects them leave the kinds in it for a week. . . . this is good how??)so yeah more details as they develop. . . . another smart thing was that i bought my sister a new toy. . . .yeah it was a hammer. . .i know i know stupid carr carr


so on a more serious note i'm becoming more and more abt being down. i miss school a lot and i can't wait to go back but i also have a bit of anxiety building abt my major and the classes i'll have to take . . idk i'm just being a wuss i guess

Random question

do you think you can have a solid intergrety without having "good" morals??

Slacker??

ok so Faye used the word "Slacker" in her recent blog. . . . Faye i love you but you make it seem like a bad thing. i drafted the help of webster online and found these explainations of slacking-

not using due diligence, care, or dispatch
characterized by slowness, sluggishness, or lack of energy
moderate in some quality;
lacking in completeness, finish, or perfection

put it this way slackers have the intention to accomplish things but maybe not the patience and or energy to do it. a straight up lazy person wouldn't even start a project but a slacker wouldn't finish it promptly. a slacker will start somethign but try to finish it with the least amount of effort possible, thus i have decided that a slacker invented the wheel. i mean come on. would a person that lives to work hard and bust his butt in the hot sun until he is ready to die even think of a better way to do things?? no way. a slacker in my opinion would say " there's got to be an easier way to do this"
ok what ever it made sense in my head ok. . .