Summer has Brought Me the Past Again

i have a list of people who i have slowly and painfully lost for reasons i can;t explain . it seems so familiar i am losing another one. . .but what is the opposite of losing?? in this case it's keeping i guess. there are some things that i don't like to change. . . and when they do i don't take it well. . . i'm finding this summer that i am the same from high school. . .but that is a good. thing why change who i am if that is what makes me happy. i found who i was while i was younger and found no reason to change. i feel i went a little farther in identifying myself in high school than many of my friends did. . . and i'm ok with that in fact i like it. and if i just made this up to make my self feel better . . . .i'm ok with that too because i am happy and that's all i really want in life.